bored

9/18: i thought the mfc coding was difficult (a year ago) but you know what this is way worse. i cant wait until im better at this and i can laugh and sigh and scoff and whatever other sort of sound i can make and facial expression i can let my face morph into along with it that conveys gratitude and relief that im no longer at this stage. anyways i managed to put a background on this page which is significant progress compared to my old site. i screenshotted a portion of it off some archived 2009 hk geocities site so thanks to whoever did that! and thanks to whoever managed to archive it so i can take it!

9/19: pizza i made is finally done and i get to eat it while watching a history of weird sims marketing on youtube. i was praying for times like this

9/20: some stuff is still really hard but then some is really easy. not sure why. (remembering emotional regulation is important): Gettig to experience the ups and downs of this endeavour is so much fun,And challenges are apart of any process. also i went to a festival and 1/3 of the vendors had ai art. at least i got apple cider.

9/21: i had a dream my shiki nui arrived at the warehouse but that the shipping cost came out to like $413 and i freaked outLMFAO i woke up contemplating how to pay that until i remembered the shipping will probably be like $10 max.

9/22: donemmy assignment but i have to go and set it up so no im not done. im announcing my completion (ew) a little too early. give it 2 hrs. edit im still notdone bye

9/23: i would do some crazy stuff to be able to go back 10-15-20 years in time & be the age i am now i swear i have this thought at least once or twice a day. it hurts so bad,,,,,,, thank you again wayback machine for letting me pretend its christmas 2004 as i browse screen captures of the victoria's secret website. now im on the wayback machine looking at all the catalogs on internet archive. @waybackmachine @internetarchive lets have a threesome my angels

9/24 exactly on the dot at midnight: played pokemon x on the treadmill and i got to 35k steps until my feet started hurting x_x i have to finish my assignment today seriously