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9/18: i thought the mfc coding was difficult (a year ago) but you know what this is way worse. i cant wait until im better at this and i can laugh and sigh and scoff and whatever other sort of sound i can make and facial expression i can let my face morph into along with it that conveys gratitude and relief that im no longer at this stage. anyways i managed to put a background on this page which is significant progress compared to my old site. i screenshotted a portion of it off some archived 2009 hk geocities site so thanks to whoever did that! and thanks to whoever managed to archive it so i can take it!

9/19: pizza i made is finally done and i get to eat it while watching a history of weird sims marketing on youtube. i was praying for times like this

9/20: some stuff is still really hard but then some is really easy. not sure why. (remembering emotional regulation is important): Gettig to experience the ups and downs of this endeavour is so much fun,And challenges are apart of any process. also i went to a festival and 1/3 of the vendors had ai art. at least i got apple cider.

9/21: i had a dream my shiki nui arrived at the warehouse but that the shipping cost came out to like $413 and i freaked outLMFAO i woke up contemplating how to pay that until i remembered the shipping will probably be like $10 max.

9/22: donemmy assignment but i have to go and set it up so no im not done. im announcing my completion (ew) a little too early. give it 2 hrs. edit im still notdone bye

9/23: i would do some crazy stuff to be able to go back 10-15-20 years in time & be the age i am now i swear i have this thought at least once or twice a day. it hurts so bad,,,,,,, thank you again wayback machine for letting me pretend its christmas 2004 as i browse screen captures of the victoria's secret website. now im on the wayback machine looking at all the catalogs on internet archive. @waybackmachine @internetarchive lets have a threesome my angels

9/24 exactly on the dot at midnight: played pokemon x on the treadmill and i got to 35k steps until my feet started hurting x_x i have to finish my assignment today seriously

9/25: shiki figure finally has photos hmmmmmm

9/27: fell asleep early and just spent 2 hrs (yes its that serious. yes it cancelled out my nap in the process) contemplating buying keisuke & akira nui's for 55. i kept getting the math wrongbecause its 2:38am as i type this but i thin k i made the right edecision. for the sake of avoding $10 in proxy fees 💔 this leavs just towa left who i couldve gotten alreayd because i nearly bought a listing today while doing my hair but he sold out on me. ar elast myhair isdone

9/28: saw towa's native fig on jdauctions for 370 cad (starting bid) unopened + post card (ughhhhhhhhggrh) last night & got worried thinking i missed out on this/that i shouldve waited since thats far cheaper than what i paid. it had 12 hrs to go & 2 bids when i saw the listing. i checked this morning & it ended at 32 bids & $672. (chanting to myself repeatedly): see, they paid more than what you did... you did not overspend horribly... kind of. they.. paid,,m more,,, than what... you.. d

10/01: almost done assignment so close i can feelllit

10/07: i think i can finish today or tomorrow thus is so annoyng. my schools on strike though so that means i can hand it in close to my courses contract deadline (if need be) & still be able to attend the ceremony LPLOLolol. still no towa nui but i was able to use the 3ds with the broken sd card slot (by holding it down long enough) to visit my old acnl town and give myself the fruit i was missing so now my town has every kind yay

10/10: im basically done but not realy.......ummmm whgtvr i just listened to thr tnc drama cds again and laughed theyre so stupid. Mmmmmmmmm i want shiki to break my window and come be my tutor next

10/27: today was sooo best day ever. i bought my towa nui finally meaning i can ship it with the 3 others i got (GREED) once it arrives at the warehouse. found a brown/pink polka dot bag with a mesh and transparent compartment at the front for $2 and a bra thats a near perfect replica (down to the style and shade of pink) of my old one i had to donate bc it no longer fit. ummm then i tried cheesecake my grandma made and my coordinator told me i can apply for advanced standing since i got an 84 in my last course so ill graduate and attend the next convocation YAYAYAYA also im going to take my drivers test tomorrow i love my life

10/28: WORST FUCKING DAY EVER i forgot to bring my birth certificate to the test centre so i went to get it and then when i returned it was packed. i waited 2 and a half hours to write and i failed it lMFOAAO......the kitchen renovations at home arent done so i couldnt access the fridge so got wendys. i knew i shouldve ordered a burger bc the wendys was bad. i walked to the thrift store an hour away and it had nothing so i left empty handed (not my mom though bc i got her another bird feeder and this metal thing for outside). i go on fb marketplace and find the lovestage manga vol 1-6 listing for $20 sold. Goodbye world

10/29: the black cat on my street(?) mysteriously appeared in the backyard Shitt i had to go pet it😅😅🙏